If you are praying for someone, just click the “I PRAYED FOR THIS” button once. It might not look like you clicked it, but you did.
Almost 6 months into a relationship, i was told that he wasn’t ready. we were sharing together prayer and Bible studies every morning. suddenly i find myself asking what is God doing with me? I have been divorced for almost 8 years now. This man divorced for only 1 year but seperated for 1 year before his divorce. many times there was talk of marriage and love between us as a couple. i must be honest. both of us had questioned marriage but were willing to wait and see if this is what God desired for both of us. we have spent a lot of time together through out the months and have enjoyed sharing plenty of laughs and fun things together. This was pleasant to know because we had so much in common. just a few months earilier i lost a very close friend in october 2016 to cancer. This was a very difficult and emotional time for me. i am still heartbroken over this lost but have felt the need to move forward. i keep trying to figure out what God is doing with me. i long to be married again one day and share my life with someone who will be secured in the love of Jesus Christ and me. just when i had hopes i find myself loosing out once again. My children do remind me that God has His best for me and i need to wait and see what His plans are next. i just get so discouraged. its times like this that i find myself wanting to just give up. I know as a christian we have all said those words. Is it too much to ask for once in my life that i find joy and happiness in sharing my life with that someone special? Maybe i am asking too much. I have gifts and talents to be used for the lord and will continue to do so but it would be so good to share them with a companion. Please Pray that God will bring me to right one who is met to stay and support me in everything He has planned out for my life. Yes Jesus is the one who gets to decide my beginning and my ending of life! i will except whatever it is… but i would rather not do it alone.
Received: June 4, 2017